Hi there! I know you can see this because you’re following my half-assed blog. I think so because most of my posts are reblogged and none are original. I honestly think it needs a redo. Don’t you think? Life is taking it’s toll on me and I need something to let out all my pent up angst, pain and of course, happiness :) So, I’m going to fix this and we’ll see from here. Toodles!
I want someone to love me. I want someone to hold me at night. I want someone to call me when they miss me. I want someone to tell their friends about how much they love me. I want someone to kiss me at the randomest times. I want someone to listen to me and be there for me. I want someone who I can trust with everything. I want someone to look me in the eyes and never lie to me. I want someone to rest their head on my shoulder. I want that someone to be you, but you don’t know that.
Always in the back of my mind.
If you’re going to love me, love only me. If you decide to break my heart, break it all. If you’re going to hug me, hug me like you mean it. If you’re going to care for me, care for me all the time. If you decide not to hold me, let me fall. If you’re going to stay, stay forever. If you’re going to leave, leave now. If you’re going to change, change for the better. And if we’re going to talk, please mean what you say. <3
If you really love your girl, you don’t let her go to sleep mad, or upset at you. You don’t let her cry herself to sleep because you know deep down inside, that’ll be hurting you twice as much as it’s hurting her. You don’t leave her hanging, you hang in there for her no matter how hard times get.
Because the person I want to be with doesn’t want to be with me. Simple as that.
You meet someone. You two get close. Its all great for awhile. Then someone stops trying. Talk less. Awkward conversations. The drifting. No communication whatsoever. Memories start to fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you KNEW. That’s how it usually goes, right? Sad isn’t it?